listen to the music of the moment ♥
i'm sick!second day of schl and i'm sick!got like four medicine to take and all of them taste weird.goodness i hate this.
ytd was first day of schl and mrs lam's our form teacher.she's not too bad i guess.got my present from ben and my!so even though i'm sick i'm still a litttttle happy:D:D:D
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
gonna repost the thank yous heh.it's my birthday today and it's been a wonderful day:D:D:D,spent with the most wonderful person on the earth!
now,in chronological order,thanks to all these people for the birthday wishes(smses/msn)!
samuel caleb,
mingxuan,
sam's friend:zhengyi,
eddie,
sam's friend:chewlong,
aloysius foo,
tabitha boon,
weitian,
samuel heah,
sam's friend:vivien,
tabitha sim,
audrey tan,
sam's friend:benjamin,
huiyin,
liming,
sam's friend:clara,
sam's friend:hari,
serene,
yingqian,
anngi,
sihui ang,
sam's friend:puiyee,
yingmin,
melody lau,
eunice shi,
minhui,
meiyan,
tingpei,
sam's friend:zhimin,
melissa lim,
xinzi,
melody khoo,
aaron and,
victor.
and of course there are those who wished me today and yesterday at church.
cuifen jie,
fushun ge,
jiami jie,
lingling jie and,
meizhen jie.
and the taggers and friendster people.
audreyyao,
kahwee,
kent,
glenn,
jiaen,
catherine,
frederick and,
jianwen.
:D:D:D
blessed be
I'll make everything alright
i know i hardly blog anymore.busy and well hardly in the blogging mood.
my grandma's in the hospital and i'm really scared.duh i do not want anything to happen to her:'(
farewell was on the twentieth.i'm uploading my photos from my camera(taken mostly by cuifen jie and shuyi jie)onto imagestation but it's taking me forever aha.
it's my birthday tmr yay.presents anyone?aha.
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
i know i'm gonna miss out alot on the farewell prep.and i really hate that.i wanna do my part for the farewell.hopefully everything will proceed smoothly and all cos i'll not be around.when i come back from tw,i'll make sure i do whatever i can to help and not screw things up.not that many will read this but yes,do jiayou,to those girls doing preparations for farewell.
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
gonna fly off tmr morning.so i gotta wake up at this unearthly hour tmr.i know it's weird but yeah i'm kinda dreading this.i'll try to look forward to the 17th.
blessed be.
i cry,silently
i cry,inside of me
i cry,hopelessly
I'll make everything alright
ended up not seeing a doc the other day.well but in the end was ok anw.
the bonding camp's over.pretty ok i guess.since the start of the planning and all i've been pretty afraid that the camp'd be a screwup.altho thr were slight glitches here and thr ultimately the camp did turn out fine.
the day before the camp was a pretty tiring day itself.had to move four classrms of tables and chairs with baowen and then fifty plus mattresses with baowen grace and xiuhui.anngi didn't go help out cos she had gastric and had to go to the hospital or smthg.but it was still pretty ok i guess.after that sometime during the evening fred came up to schl and passed me some dvds.thank gdness he did come up or i'd hv to make my way down in the dark:X.after that i spent my time with the most wonderful person on earth:D.the morning was pretty ok.had stomach cramps and was pretty painful.lasted pretty long i think.then after that went for camp.
the camp was pretty tiring.during the amazing race i rmbr debrapeh went "this camp more like training camp haha".she's probably right.if u take out the drills from the training camp it prolly wldn't hv been that tough.but well this time round,it's different.the amazing race route was as far as bugis,we did pumpings and squats,we had endless hours of badgework,we stayed up to watch movies,ETC.how to not be tired?!i'm definitely not the best log i/c ard but i definitely got the best people ard to help me out whenever i need them.it may not be the best camp for everyone or prolly not the best camp for anyone at all,it's definitely a special camp.cos thr are always many firsts and lasts.
this is the first camp i've attended with a movie marathon.the first camp ive attended in my sec schl days without lp.the first camp i get to bunk with baowen.the first camp i was really afraid wld really screw up.this is the last camp the sec threes get a chance to organize or plan for anythg at all.the last camp i cld hv screwed up badly.probably the last gb camp as well.i'm gna miss having debrapeh the blur queen ard.miss having audreyyao who always makes fun of me,but is always nice to me also.miss seeing wanzhen going to kahwee's bunk.miss seeing the seven sec twos jumping bunks to gossip.miss hearing ppl asking for keys,asking for the bunk i/c to unlock the bunk,asking the food i/c whrs the food,asking the seniors what time whats gna happen,asking ard to borrow toiletries and stuffs,ETC.
the funniest thg that happened during camp was the night incident whrby the projector died and many ppl tried waking me up.terribly sry to those who tried waking me up i was prolly to tired or was just plain pms-ing.well anw,the last day of camp was pretty tiring also.baowen and i were like half dead but still we had to clean up and all.then aurial baowen grace sihui xiuhui and i were cleaning up etc.oh the four sec ones that helped me were pretty gd they kept the mattresses in the side hall very nicely(amanda joanne qianru and shermaine).
after the camp went for lunch and then we went to the top of the esplanade.it was kinda like a surprise for me.so sweet huh:D:D:D.but ended up taking a bus back,which i think was kinda selfish of me so i'm terribly sry k):
today morning went bedok interchange to meet the rest of the group.those who went were amelia cheryl kahwee liting shermaine wanzhen and me.stayed at the interchange for a while then liting knew how to get to shengshiong so we took a bus then walked thr.sort of shopped for the foodstuffs and all then amelia cheryl and liting went back home while the four of us went back schl.by then it was raining so we took a cab back.wanzhen was right,five bucks lol.then we kept the stuffs in the store.went to see the paper cones.woahh,we still had like 373 of those.
went tm after that.walked and walked till lunchtime then we went mos for lunch.after that walked smr then took a train back to tanah merah.walked him up to schl then took 31 back home.daydreamt like free on the bus.haven't taken a long bus ride for a long time thats why a bit not used to it.but i didn't doze off and overshoot my stop so it's alright aha.
now i'm back home blogging.yay!i managed to finish the entry without having to lose my blogging mood and exit halfway:D.hmmm will be flying off to taiwan from the eleventh to the seventeenth.i wonder who's gonna miss me haha!one week's such a long time i gotta do up a super detailed proposal as i promised sihui i wld.then i gotta make sure nthg's gna go wrong when i return back to sg.i'll get presents if i rmbr to:D:D.talk abt presents,i'm still patiently waiting for my chocolates and whatever sweets etc from jianwen from switzerland!and ben just told me he's getting me a bday present!yay!my mood just risen a few notches:D:D:D!and to make me even happier,i'm looking forward to tmr:D:D:D:D!
hahaha this entry is like some emotional roller coaster(no not the 17 packets of roller coasters we bought kinda roller coaster ha!)!
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
seven random facts about me:
1. cannot stand lightnings
2. cannot take afternoon naps
3. cry really easily
4. got a* for my psle chinese
5. got something against hospitals
6. play the piano
7. vertically challenged
seven random music at the moment:
1. best of you,foo fighters
2. cancer,my chemical romance
3. how to save a life,the fray
4. if i die,something corporate
5. if i told you this was killing me would you stop,the juliana theory
6. love of my life,queen
7. never snows in florida,new found glory
seven things i like the most:
1. doodling/scribbling
2. laughing
3. music
4. playing the piano
5. spending time with good company
6. starbucks' caramel frap
7. surprises
seven things i say the most:
1. eh what!
2. huh?
3. really
4. so.../?
5. sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry...
6. uh-huh
7. ya right
what with the pain and all,i think i'm in this pms-y mood as well.
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
i've got good news and bad news.
bad news,alphabetically,
): i'm currently hungry,but there's no food around and the house is dead.and besides,i've got no appetite(yes,even though i'm hungry).
): i'm not going church today.
): i've got a date with doctor tan tomorrow,whether i like it or not.
): i've got hcl tuition tomorrow morning,after my date with doctor tan.even the famous "i didn't see my phone and therefore,didn't see your sms trick" won't work.cos this time,my teacher just called me(i didn't reply her sms you see).
): i've not made my appointment with the dentist simply because i'm lazy and there's no one to accompany me.
): i've not packed my bag for the bonding camp and i'm missing a couple of stuffs as well.
): i don't have a scarf to put on if i get cold during the winter(i don't consider possessing a pink scarf as having one to put on in the cold).
): i don't know how to get the classroom keys from margaret jie tomorrow because she's leaving church at twelve plus.
): my disgusting back and waist still hurt like crap.
): my temperature's currently 37.7°c and the house got zero ice pack.
good news,un-alphabetically,
(: the tower hall is available and booked for the farewell on the twentieth.
(: the camp booklets are done,sort of.
(: jinleng has agreed to help with the tower hall pa system for farewell.
(: cheryl and i just came up with a solution for the classroom keys problem.
i'm pretty sure there are more to both lists but i won't waste time thinking alr.temperature taking time):
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
now,i truly understand what does "yao suan bei tong" imply.it means that your back and your waist hurt like crap and you can do no nothing about the pain.it sucks so much my back and waist feel as though they're tearing themselves apart.and the worst part of it all is that i have no idea why they hurt.i so gotta see doctor tan.he's definitely so much better than some crap doctor downstairs.i certainly dont believe gastric juices can upflow and reach my lungs.
talk abt doctors,i still gotta make an appointment with the dentist.my premolar problem is still unfixed.maybe i'll be lucky and just need to do a minor filling.or smthg.i refuse to believe its anythg serious.
okay cut the depressing talk.hmmm the drill camp's over(22nd,23rd,24th nov).almost everyone passed their drill test(s).probably cos the dis were rather lenient i guess.well the day after the drill camp was the ahs open house.pretty crappy thing.the adults were more interested in boring ole chang cheng than interacting with ahs students.
went out with my parents last sunday,mainly shopping for winter stuffs.damnit my mum got me a pink scarf.im so not going to wear it even if i freeze to death.besides it wont be that cold.more than ten degs shld be ok.
the rest of the week was ok.nothing much to talk abt.lets see.went to watch happy feet ytd after the farewell mtg.MUMBLE HAPPY FEET IS SO CUTE.penguins remind me of the ctrl+alt+dlt dude.HAHAHA.but mumble is so much cuter.he's sucha cute emperor penguin.the show was good.the snow blizzard and all looked pretty real and the penguins are all so adorable:D:D:D!nice animated film,so much better than the prev i watched(i think it was madagascar).the company was even better:D.and of course the movie certainly cheered me up alot,since i wasnt in a haha-happy kinda mood ytd(and not to mention my mood dropped down ten notches today).
MUMBLE!(;
goodness my back and waist still hurts.DOCTOR TAN BETTER NOT BE OVERSEAS MAN.okay shall go print out the camp booklet now.so can pass xuanting to photostat and stapler etc tmr.and hopefully i'll be well enough for service later.damnit disgusting stadium stairs.
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
oh no.i so totally forgot to host the layout picture myself before using it and look what happened.the bandiwdth exceeded.i so wanted to blog just now but now,i gotta get a new layout.or smthg.the layout looks disgusting):
blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
had a wonderful time ytd and took loads of photos.who said i was camera shy?!HAHAHAHA.we went escape early in the morning and had loads of fun.though inverter was unavailable and revolution was crazy,we still had fun hahaha.went to the beach after that.cool place.windy,quiet and all.a pity it was daytime and not evening or night or smthg.well anyway,after that we had ice-cream from ben & jerry's:D:D:D.strawberry cheesecake!:D
went home at ard evening then realized that my parents broke the news to my granddad alr.damnit i still can't get over the fact that they are so mean to him.or maybe it's just me thinking so.AND I THOUGHT LYING WAS BAD.
had another nightmare last night(the last time i dreamt that my sister died)but i can't rmbr what was it about.it made me woke up way early then i dozed off again.
got onto the com and started doing the camp booklet,using the one xuanting sent me.can't exactly finish off everything so i guess i'll have to wait till after drill camp and the next camp comm mtg.OH and now we don't even know when's the farewell.and the drill camp's two days from now(22nd nov)!loads of stuffs to do.pack bag,iron u,polish boots(BUY KIWI!)ETC.
that's enough blogging for now.i've typed enough for a day.
NOTE-TO-SELF:buy kiwi!
blessed be.
i'm all about you
i'm all about us
I'll make everything alright
ah no thanks to minhui.i'm printing this a4 size colored thing.i'm running out of ink and i wanna cry :(.cos when i run out of ink it means the picture's gonna come out sucky...and indeed,the picture got lines on it.which means i gotta keep printing till it looks nice.
two of my sister's friends came over after schl to movie marathon.not that i dislike them or anything but wth HORROR MOVIE?!disgusting!but thank goodness they're gonna go off to elsewhr soon.then go to schl for prom.pri schl prom hur.the last time i graduated i didnt have prom!just some prize giving ceremony.i rmbr going up on stage to get my prize IN MY CHOIR DRESS WITH THE GOLD SASH AND SHOES,NOT FORGETTING THE MAKEUP.
gotta go schl early tmr for noticeboard and camp comm mtg.ah might as well print out the farewell stuffs for tmr then mtg can discuss.since i'm bored and have nothing much to do(right).fine i just don't feel like doing anything.
jianwen's leaving for beijing then switzerland soon!flying off tonight that lucky dude.while he's enjoying himself climbing the great wall and the alps,i'll be having my drill camp.but nvm HE'S GETTING PRESENTS BACK!YAY MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!haha.he's gonna stuff everyone here in singapore with switzerland chocolates.and he's gonna get frostbitten cos he doesn't have enough jacket hoho.and we're all gonna miss him(right)and of course,our presents:D:D:D.BON VOYAGE AND JIAYOU FOR YOUR RE-EXAM HEH.
oh zicong just sent me this link:&&.it's a video of two ladies playing the guzheng.they're dipoloma students and though i'm not some great fanatic over guzheng,they looked really amazing playing the guzhengs.i mean,imagine playing like them.esp during those tremolo parts.scary.
blessed be.
thunderbolt and lightning
very very frightening
I'll make everything alright
back to blog,like finally.
been feel like blogging the past few days but was super annoyed by the computer.kept hanging.then i gotta restart and all.i was so irritated i felt like oscar the grouch from sesame street.
my parents went out on sunday and my dad bought this cool new phone(nokia 5300)and this fantabulous creative speaker(travelsound smthg).i'm sooo jealous pls.i have a creative player,though it's kinda out of order but still...,but i don't have a speaker!the speaker is extremely pretty.white and beautiful and totally compatible with my player.oscar the grouch is green and i'm green with jealousy..
ytd was the yf camp.went early to schl to set up the stuffs and then for the prac.cuifen jie had to take over as worship leader and she changed all four songs,two of which i was quite unfamiliar with,cos ben fell sick and cldn't lead the worship.yuhua was prolly the only one who knew all four relatively well.the prac was okay.
then later the yf people came.a few of them didn't turn up cos of cca.like lp,cos she was i/c of md.well anyway,played ibg.whacko and some untangle game.first time we had two circles,second time also two circles.second time i was part of the smaller circle which was untangled very fast(thanks to zhengyi and jethro's brother javen or however his name is spelled).then i had time to meddle with the piano before worship.worship was fine.i think i screwed up the most haha.the yf people went for lunch at simpang after that then zy went to play the darth vadar theme on the guitar again.and on the piano for a while then he started playing on the piano a little,like really play playing.emo dude ha.
had to keep the mic and stuffs after that and i kinda cut my thumb accidentally while keeping the stand.it's not that bad alr,no more blood,just a little painful if i press it.then after that had to ps you,i'm so sorry=X.went for gb cos the sec three attendance was pathetic.minhui taught me the dance,which i so suck at.after gb went bedok mac with baowen and jieting for lunch(FINALLY).then bw left and jt and i went to the library to find the hol hmwk bks.found two of them but no,too boring to our liking.in the end jt got herself a book,not for the hmwk.left at four and she went home.i was on my way back alr then you called.then you had to come and let me upset you.i'm terrribly sorry k.
anngi finally passed me aurial's design yay.but got some touching up to do boo.hopefully i don't destroy the design or aurial's gonna slaughter me or smthg.rachel just smsed to go to schl tmr for the open house stuffs.boring!i told baoxue and jinleng i wld go chalet.HOW BOW COW NOW VOW WOW?and the mtg's at this ulu time,two in the afternoon!oh and i just rmbrd.cip cip cip!okay maybe i won't go chalet tmr):
this is so random but yeah i'm so addicted to love of my life by queen.thanks to zy for the queen songs.oh and the metallica song yuhua and him keep jamming haha.
blessed be.
when i grow older
i will be there by your side
I'll make everything alright
another boring day today cos i dont have to go out for anythg whatsoever.wanted to start doing my work ytd but ended up slacking(and changing my blog layout)instead so i shall start today.supposed to start way earlier than this but my modem was really irritating me just now and i was facing serious connection problems.thank goodness it's okay for now.hopefully the computer doesnt hang and all like it did ytd.it's barely a year old!i had like five conversations which i didn't realize.deborah eddie samuel victor and yeqin.cos i was afk(my mum had work to do on the com)and i ctrl+spaced my msn.well anw the com died several times after that so i'm terribly sorry to those who felt irritated or anything by my constant signing out and in of msn.
hmmm,just now i edited the links portion of the blog so all the names can be seen without having to scroll,even if it's just a little.it looks extremely weird on internet explorer but heck that i use firefox.
anw,i was reviewing baowen's proposal for the farewell item and i was LOL.i wonder how i'm supposed to type everythg out without laughing every few minutes.
apart from that,i gotta hand up two forms tmr.which means i gotta fill them up later.dates and all.which reminds me,consent forms and report slips:X!goodness i'm way past the deadlines alr!plus,i gotta send out two important emails and pray that i get the replies like asap.
okay,besides the undone stuffs,lets see.my parents came home ytd with a new digicam!it's a canon digital ixus 850 is.7.1 megapixels!it looks pretty decent and rocks more than the lousy one i got(which i incidentally spoilt,sort of).just now my dad received a call-the camera's printer is ready for collection.man my parents splurge more than i do.not that it's a terrible thing,at least now i can take better photos.okay wait,first i must hope that they do allow me to use the new camera so i must assure them i wont spoil a seven hundred bucks device as easily as the few hundred bucks one.
i just signed into gmail.and opened microsoft words.which means i gotta start typing out baowen's proposal,sending out my emails etc.then i can finally fill up the forms and all.maybe i'll blog agn later lol.
meanwhile,not that you'll see this.but still,jiayou for your emath and get full marks for this paper aha!
blessed be.
thought i was alone with no one to hold
but you were always right beside me
I'll make everything alright
found this thing on rah's blog and decided to kop it.SEE I SAID I WAS BORED.it's starting to rain now after countless lightnings and thunders.i can sense this gush of sadness creeping up on me.ah it must be the rain:(
3 things that scare me:
1) blood
2) hospitals
3) lightnings
3 people who make me laugh:
1) jolene
2) liming
3) you <3
3 things i love:
1) laughing
2) music
3) my piano
3 things i hate:
1) cigarettes
2) getting psed
3) lightnings
3 things i don't understand:
1) everyone else
2) myself
3) why i study higher chinese
3 things on my desk:
1) ahs school badge and buttons
2) seventeen magazines
3) the Bible
3 things i'm doing right now:
1) blogging
2) listening to sum 41's pieces
3) smsing
3 things i wanna do before dying:
1) buy myself a drumset so i can stare at it everyday
2) exterminate all smokers
3) get a driving license
3 things i can do:
1) draw stickmen
2) play the piano
3) sew buttons
3 ways to describe my personality:
1) emo
2) friendly HAHAHA
3) sensitive
3 things i can't do:
1) cook
2) play the drums
3) pwn a higher chinese paper
3 people i want to do this survey:
3) anyone who gets to see this and wants to do it
blessed be.
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve
I'll make everything alright
yay new layout!used this and edited till it became this haha.darker than the previous layout but i think it's nicer.
no more pizza hut today hurhur.and i didn't have to go to school as well ha!so i didn't have to wake up way early to prepare to go out and then come home late and tired etc.BUT it's been really boring at home,even though i got loads of work to do and a piano to play.
now that i've successfully changed the layout,it's time for work.
blessed be.
each time we say good night
we'll thank the little stars that shines
I'll make everything alright
had yf praise and worship practice today again.janus came to help out today,thanks to cuifen jie.rather okay practice i guess.after practice went out for lunch.aha guess where?pizzahut again.two days in a row pizzahut.but too bad didn't see eddie today hoho.butbutbut i saw darren.expected him to grow much taller(basketball)but no he didn't.maybe i should go there again tomorrow and see someone else ha.oh after lunch we went to the open plaza with the intention of finding the rock but no,it's sort of not around anymore so boo.went home,reached home about seven and had dinner alone lol.
went online and then after a long while jianwen came online and we started talking.he's hilarious.conversations with him never fail to amuse me.
jianwen: i v busy de okay!
jianwen: every afternoon sleep de
jianwen: after lunch! haha
me: k fine!
me: u busy la
me: busy guy
jianwen: -.-
jianwen: and golf! whee haha i am abstaining from it to regain my tan >.<
jianwen: very xin ku lor
me: lol regain ur tan
me: tsk tsk.
me: addicted to golf la u
jianwen: ya....too much golf makes u black
*
me: that means still can go paris la
jianwen: duh...
jianwen: just go ask him sweetly lor haha
me: LOL
me: you
me: sweet?!
me: haha
jianwen: of course!
jianwen: haven't you noticed?
jianwen: no wonder the sugar level in the people around me is rising!
*
me: live in self delusion
jianwen: nope
me: deceive urself that ure sweet
jianwen: that's the truth and i am stating facts.you should learn to accept them!
jianwen: aww man budden hor stupid cheong may lan go say "i hope your son can find time to revise his work during his holidays in china"
jianwen: damit -.
me: lol go beijing study
me: what kinda holiday is that la
jianwen: ya lor!
jianwen: i object!
jianwen: dun wan go le!!!grrr.
me: lol
me: tell ur dad!
me: talk to him sweetly
jianwen: i am gonna pout, sit in the corner and sulk
me: LOL
me: SO SWEET SIA
jianwen: of course! den i am gonna give the innoecent sweet smile with 2 hands by the side of my cheek with one leg sticking out at the back and say "daddy can i please dun go to beijing with you guys? this will enable me to concentrate on my studies to achieve optimum results"
*
jianwen: his sweet grandson
me: LOL so fillial and SWEET ah you
jianwen: yep! ah gong mar! ahgong ah ma very teng me de
jianwen: aww man i feeling sleepy again-.-
jianwen: sleep 7 hrs in afternoon stillf eel sleepy sia
me: go slp la! lol
jianwen: i tink got sth wrong inside...sleep 7 hourss just wake up about 2 hours den wan go sleep again
me: woah
me: drink coffee XD
me: starbucks!
jianwen: i know how to make caramel frap leh! at home!
me: OMG
me: make for me next time some day!
jianwen: haha...v nice one okay! just day sometimes my whipcream gets out of shape hehe
*
me: make me jealous cos icant make!
jianwen: nub>.<
jianwen: i need crushed ice!
jianwen: tml i wan make again
jianwen: i make wif my maid den very farni de...play with whipped cream haha
me: WHALAU
me: make for me HAHAHA
jianwen: of course!
jianwen: den i will charge you 6.90 per cup
jianwen: (:
me: EH!
me: u think u starbucks ah
jianwen: moonbucks lol
jianwen: oki la it will all be on the housE!!!
me: yay good!
jianwen: you must savour the taste hor! if not i spray whipped cream on ur head>.<
me: EH WHAT!
jianwen: haha den u got whipped cream head!
me: EHHH
me: what whipped cream head!?
me: tsk u mean
jianwen: den got like the ice cream shaped...haha
me: LOL
jianwen: whipped cream head haha
*
jianwen: den i put on my doggy's nose haha
me: LOL
me: bully ur dog also tsk
jianwen: the big one lar
jianwen: little one is my darling de. u dare bully i chop u arh
me: what chop me!
me: i wont bully animals relax
me: haha
jianwen: same kind rite(:
me: TSKTSKTSK
me: u evil la
me: whole convo laugh at me only
jianwen: no i am sweet rmb?
jianwen: i where got laugh at u
jianwen: i just say u got whipped cream head
*
and even before he went offline he had to laugh at me one last time.
jianwen: oki lar i am gonna get my sweet beauty sleep harhar
jianwen: nights whipped cream head!
hahaha.getting laughed at is okay.as long as i laugh at myself as well.or maybe it's cos i had such a great day with you it didn't matter jianwen was laughing at me.HAHA!
blessed be.
"if i never met you,i wouldn't like you
if i didn't like you,i wouldn't love you
if i didn't love you,i wouldn't miss you
but i did,i do and i will"
I'll make everything alright
finally had drill today.first hour xuanting took us then later we had the md part.i remained in the same contingent,the one under anngi.the md is to the song one way.pretty cool but i think it seems quite tough.then audrey debra and kerensa were always near me and they were totally HILARIOUS.kerensa makes me feel taller than i already am HAHA.
after that had farewell stuffs.sort of.before that baowen xiuhui and i were taught how to operate the new sound system and all.easier than the old one.i think.then margaret jie told us we gotta go early for service this saturday.means no lunch for me aha.hmmm maybe baowen will date us for lunch.or maybe baowen will suan me to death before she dates me for lunch-.-
oh after that minhui and jieting were doing the dance stuffs for farewell then the three of us got bored so we left at around two plus.and besides we didn't have lunch so had to go lunch.so,we had lunch at pizza hut!fun fun.wait,it's always fun with baowen around.xiuhui and i just can't laugh at her enough.
oh when we went pizza hut we saw a few sec ones.TSK enjoy life more than us.then we went in and saw a bigger group of sec twos.TSKTSK the juniors sure know how to enjoy after drill and all lol.oh when we left i saw eddie!it's been long since i last saw him.he's still as TALL as ever.no wait,he's taller.hahaha the other time he complained i never go pizza hut see him work.this time i finally went but didn't see him work also.left in time to see him go for work sian.
took a bus home.was daydreaming on the bus and overshot my stop.it's not the first time anyway so what's new?hahaha.
monday tuesday wednesday.i still gotta go school tmr for yf prac.gotta set up mic for ben(and perhaps minhui if she's going that is)this time.or else it'll be like the last time.can hear the keyboard,the guitar and the drums but not the vocalist.
i see many people starting on their chinese compositions.maybe i should start soon.
blessed be.
but everytime i look for you
the sun goes down once more
I'll make everything alright
turns out ben's friend,jethro,doesn't play the drums.TSKKKK.and i thought there's another drummer in school.but it's okay he plays a guitar.so it's still coooooool.HAHA!
i just went to pack my wardrobe and found alot of stuffs to laugh at.maybe after i'm done with the computer can go laugh some more.i need to go shopping.haha
blessed be.
you are the best one of the best ones
I'll make everything alright
YAY the chinese o level paper one and two are so over alr.now just gotta await the results mths later.nthg much to worry since i guess i'll pass.at most drop only what HAHAHA.first time i wrote like two full pages gonghan and almost three pages zuowen.argh talk abt chinese compos.mr heok aka yelaoshi just got the whole level into crap.everyone(hcl cl students both)gotta do twelve compos each.HOW TO FINISH?!HELP,ANYONE?
woke up early ytd for a log mtg with ppl in the dec camp log comm.then went loyang pt with sy.oh also went ben's for a sort of prac.his friend jethro was ard.oh man jethro's a drummer and guitarist!cooooooooool.
this morning woke up early agn.for the band prac at schl.then after the prac zhengyi and yuhua were jamming and it was really cool.then halfway thru they switched roles(zhengyi attempted to play drums while yuhua took the guitar).both of them sound really good lol.
ah i can't believe i'm going schl almost regularly in the holidays.and i just got news that the dec camp comm mtg's brought forward to tmr.means i gotta get the proposal and stuffs done today,like now.
which means i gotta stop blogging alr.
blessed be.
on christmas morning
outside was pouring
all was hopeless in this home
I'll make everything alright
last day of school was yesterday.got back our holistic report card HOHO.went out with lm after school.wanted to catch deathnote but cos of the late timeslot,we decided to watch it another day instead.boo.
yesterday night was totally depressing.i was extremely emo and all.but nevermind it's all over already.
ah despite all the crap happening,my sister just told me the greatest joke ever.
"eh miss lee(mong lan.my choir teacher from primary school)told me you can dance.we're dancing we're all in this together for graduation then when i told miss lee i cannot dance she went 'you should be able to.if kahhui can do it,so can you'."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.that certainly made my day.
blessed be.
i lost my fear of falling
I'll make everything alright
enterprise fair wasn't much fun today.it was rather okay.before the fair officially started,ade jol lm my and i were playing truth no dare in class.was pretty fun cos we had nothing else to do.no one brought cards and the chess sets were taken up by other people.eventually we went downstairs to buy foodstuffs and look around.
after that ade lm and i went back class cos we were extremely bored.ade actually went to sleep,with this group of guys in the class playing chess and abusing each other verbally.and not to mention hongchew,who was constantly singing(SUCKS) horribly.lm and i were playing reversi and a whole lot of other crap games.
and finally,the others came to the class and the whole group of us were playing bingo.YES WE WERE THAT BORED.then more people joined in HAHA.i can't believe we got so addicted to an old grandmas' game!
after school i went for yf.ys did a small sharing and i was a little affected by what he said.then there was this sec one boy called janus.thoughtful guy.cos he wanted to pray for his few classmates.(lol yes i had to pray for him that's why)after yf was this small practice for the yf camp praise and worship.an emo time for me ha.
went home after that then halfway on bus ten it started pouring.alighted at my bus stop but couldn't get home(cos no umbrella and the lightning was disgusting).was wallowing in self pity as i was shivering cold,with the rain getting heavier by the minute.then i thought of the last time at kallang mrt.i was stuck there all alone for hours cos of the thunderstorm.both situations kinda similar i guess.
anyway,ure very welcomed audrey.hope you had loads of fun on your birthday kkkkk(:
blessed be.
if i had to drive all day take that flight
across this ocean i'm coming home tonight
I'll make everything alright
i swear i'm not feeling emo
sometimes most of the times,i just empathize with my granddad.i see how his children treat him and my heart just aches for him.no i didn't mean that literally but yeah it's to that extent.i constantly remind myself to just greet him whenever i see him the first time for the day.but i doubt i make any difference anyway.i've thought of talking to him.you know they say old people love chatting and telling young people their stories and all.but i guess it's highly impossible with my parents around.
was just talking to victor online.about the class and about the enterprise fair tomorrow.it's true 3d didn't exactly plan anything and half the class doesn't know what we're doing tomorrow.but it's also true that not many people care much about tomorrow.afterall what's the profits we're earning for?class chalet,class outing,class this or class that?for goodness sake,we're not even much of a class,are we?it's quite depressing to realize that the year's ending and the class isn't much bonded.i don't mean that there aren't close friends in the class.of course i've made new and dear friends like adeline meiyan samantha eunice ruiting ETC and they're all really nice and all.but still,the whole class isn't really much of a whole.
just days ago we got this piece of paper.with the chiense holiday homework.ah come to think of it,up till now,there aren't any school holidays we were free from chinese homework.disgusting.anyway this time we(both higher chinese students and express chinese students)got twelve compositions to do(four jianbaos,four yingyongwens and four zuowens).and besides all that,there's this chinese book we gotta read,plus another chiense book we gotta find and read.MAN I FEEL LIKE I'M MARRYING CHINESE THIS HOLIDAY.how depressing is that.and not to forget,there's the very important o levels chinese paper next monday.MAN I'M SOOO LOOKING FORWARD.
damnit.now where's my entry proof?
the holiday's gonna kick in real soon.like in a few days' time.we're getting back our report books on thursday.chen thought i'm in the special stream(yes i'm an express student -.-)so he thought he had to see my parents for ptc.thank goodness he doesn't have to.but i doubt my parents would wanna speak to him anyway.
argh i can't seem to look forward to the holidays.my birthday's coming soon(TWO MONTHS LATER).and then suddenly,it'd be the start of a new year,a new school term.OKAY,I AM DREADING THE HOLIDAYS.
ah fine i am feeling emo.
blessed be.
keep me safe from harm
in pouring rain
I'll make everything alright
