listen to the music of the moment ♥
As much as I have an even arm tan now, the painful sunburn on my shoulders is making me wish I have my ugly tan line back. Boo. Cable skiing was loads of fun and I did doubles on the knee board with Clara a thousand time lol. I think I kinda suck at it. First time I did the knee board I fell like immediately I went out into the water lol. From then on, I kept doing doubles, with Ruby, Clara and Zi Ying. ZY I only went once and I didn't exactly went out into the waters with her so ya lol. Ruby and I were being idiots trying to run back to the queue from when we fell into the waters cos the pavement was freaking hot, we ran like a few steps and we had to jump straight onto the knee board and "rest". Gosh, we looked really stupid.
Alpha Holy Spirit Weekend was great I think. Although I still don't know the ending to Big Fat Liar, although I was around in the morning (cos of cable ski), and although some people weren't there, it was still pretty good I guess. Photos are up on my facebook.
Day before cable ski day was teachers' day, or rather, staff day celebration. I think the National Day emcees were so much better lol. Can't really remember much from the concert, except that Mr Wong is really cute lol. Meeting up with the other people from AHS was really amazing. Although the teachers left really early, I think going back to AHS was more of catching up on one another more than wishing the teachers happy teachers' day. Lunched with Cheng Nee, Mei Yan, Rui Ting and Samantha and took tons of photos which are on my facebook too lol.
Today is the Nike Human Race. I had tickets to watch the concert but Mei Yan ditched me just last night cos her mum didn't let her and I'm feeling really bummed about it. But I'm okay already since I had crab for dinner ha ha. Tomorrow is Monday, and it's the beginning of the term break and I hope this break will be really productive because I'll be studying and working hard for the promotional examinations, right?
Photos (only for fb friends)
Meet-up with the girls
Cable Ski
Holy Spirit Weekend
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
I think the new firefox version is super cool. It looks really sleek and the toolbar is very cool. The toolbar is like smaller (cos I had this add-on toolbar from somewhere else which wasn't compatible so the toolbar is kinda compressed a little) and the screen somehow looks bigger. And also, I can type in the titles of the webpage and find the website that I visited before! E.g. type "pick the star..." and get my blog. Cool! I think everyone should switch to mozilla firefox lol.
Yesterday was Zi Ying's birthday and she got a Barbie and fairy wings from us (Wan Ning and Ruby bought them respectively)! And also, a cake after remedial!:D No photos though. I only got one photo of her wearing the angel wings and pretending to be hardworking and do her tutorials. Quite angelic okay! LOL! Happy 17th birthday, Han Zi Yingggggggg!!:D
Chem spa tomorrow! I hope I'll get to study later without falling asleep. I fell asleep just now in the midst of packing my worksheets for tomorrow. For like half an hour, then I woke up feeling extremely tired:( Sigh, and I thought I could get some Math/Physics done today...
Many people celebrating their birthdays this month (including many other classes as well). Happy 17th birthday, Vanessa! I still got a long way to goooooooo
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
CG 08/08 class photo (click to enlarge)
(Top) Chong Hai, Ayto, Teck Seng, Ya Guang, Lutfi, Guo Qing, Chi Yung, Jian Yu
(Middle) Rachel, Jia Yi, Li Fei, Li Nong, Mrs Eunice Toh, Zi Ying, Yi Shu, Yi Rong, Ka Ying
(Bottom) Candy, Tian Xiao, Wan Ning, Shi Min, Xuan Han, Ka Wai, Kah Hui, Myat Noe
Have been a little MIA online these days. After my previous post, I've been sleeping really early. Like sleep halfway through a phone call or halfway through reading notes for tomorrow's test etc. But what's ironic is I get really tired the next day. I think my biological clock's screwed.
Practical exam on Friday was horrendous. I mean, I knew all along my mum was paying for the exam for me to fail it. But I didn't expect it to be that bad. I guess I'll have to start practising for my retest (even though the results will only come out in December). Anyway I skipped school that day, with valid reason of course ha ha. I was practising my pieces okay! Which reminds me, I gotta prepare my parent's letter later. And thanks to Wan Ning's friend Ser Yang, who stays upstairs, who helped me pass the WR1 to WN to hand up with our WR2.
Movie marathon on Friday was fun. I went school after my exam to meet Zi Ying, who was with Zhao Peng. They saved me food and we watched Disturbia (a pity I missed the first show). I was pretty scared and Zi Ying was all calm and cool (?!). Took a bus back to Old Airport Road with this guy from HC, Wen Xuan (if I remember correctly). I can't believe there are so many people staying around this area.
Okay, next up is the promotional examinations:O I haven't started studying but I know I have to start soon so I shall start today! I shall do my Math and Physics tutorials later for tomorrow.
Sigh, I wanna go run the Nike Human Race but they closed registration early and I can't go. I wanna go watch Boys Like Girls but I got no tickets as well. But I'll probably end up celebrating Mei Yan's birthday that day or something anyway.
Talk about birthdays, it's Zi Ying's tomorrow!!
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I bought a pair of white puma street soccer boots yesterday. I'm hoping it's not an impulse buy, though it's not very expensive. It's really pretty cos it's white and all lol. Oh and it's small, cos my feet's small. It's UK 3, US 4.
Puma Esito III IT white/gold. It's the one on the left.
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Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Sigh, physics test tomorrow - circular motion, gravitation and oscillations. I suck at all three chapters and I have no mood to study.
I made a huge mistake yesternight. Knowing extremely well I shouldn't commit the same mistake again. Knowing that it'll keep me awake the whole night, leaving me shagged the next day and having no energy to think for tests and leaving me feeling sleepy. Knowing that it's addictive as I'll crave for it every night again and that it'll slowly take me over again. I still made the mistake. Even though I know it harms me, as much as it may excite (hmmm) me at one particular point, making me really energetic to do stuffs, I still took it. I drank coffee.
Sigh, I feel its effects already. I'm currently slowly becoming sleepy and I will feel the need to drink another cup today and then I'll stay awake and then I'll end up sleeping late and then feel really tired tomorrow morning. At this rate, I'll fall sick. I'm already half ill. But no choice, three chapters and it's like nine plus already. How to study??? I haven't learnt much for these few topics cos Mrs Toh did the new tutorial style, which totally does not cater to my learning needs at all.
As much as I may dread studying later (I sure hope I will), I will do it! At least get one chapter down ha. Tomorrow after school doing PW. Sigh busy busy bumble beeeeeeeeeee. Training tomorrow, after a long break.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
I just recently read about what Zi Ying said about class bonding. And I was reminded of 3D4D again. I love that class a lot. I think 1A2A was kinda bonded (in a way) cos we were all new in secondary school and we came from like everywhere, so that was really pure class bonding. But what's special about 3D4D is that we already had our scope of friends to begin with. But we still managed to gel with each other, despite our lower secondary classes and finally leave AHS missing each other (I hope - At least I miss a lot of them lol).
I remember first time entering 3D, feeling all bummed cos there were several people in the class I heard bad things about. Not that I was judging them, it was more of impressions formed of some people weren't that good. I remember feeling a little apprehensive when talking to Frederick sometimes cos he was always raising his voice and acting cool and trying to be fierce etc. Well, of course I found out after we became good friends that he was just pretending LOL and that he was just like everyone else behind all that coolness. Then there was Chen Xi. Initially I didn't talk to her much cos I thought she was like some smarty pants and not easy to clique with kinda person. After that I realized she draws really well and she's quite fun to talk to cos she's really quite silly and cute at times. There's Victor, whom I thought was really dao and hard to hold a conversation with, only to realize after that that he's actually quite funny and nice to talk to, a good friend and all. There's Aloy as well, who's really mean to people he doesn't like but actually he's a sweet and extremely funny guy cos I remember how he always make me "LOL" on MSN (like literally LOL in front of the computer) and I also remember how he would ask about me when I was sick and absent from school. Jian Wen too. Always making fun of people but actually he's a great friend, just like Frederick. Mei Yan may look mature and smart, but in reality, she's actually quite silly and dumb sometimes (HAHAHAHA).
Okay, I'm not gonna carry on talking about the people cos even though we're a small class, there are loads to talk about us. Sigh, looking back, I'm quite glad I ended up in 3D, as much as I may dread the class the first day of school. As Zi Ying puts it, "natural bonding". 3D4D was naturally bonded I think. We may have like some conflicts here and there and some conflicts may be so serious it's permanent, but on the whole, I think everyone made up the class and that if anyone's missing it'll be a totally different two years. I love the class and I think no other can replace it. Even though Frederick may retained and we left him to carry on to Sec 4, he's still a part of the class. Sometimes he comes to class to hang out with the guys so he's still a part of us. Seeing how his group of guys hang out together since Sec 1 and are still together now, all in different places, really show how a group of people, totally different personalities, can stick together through thick and thin. I think that's natural bonding - as Zi Ying puts it.
Yeah I can tell the class reps are trying to bond the class. Organizing the class outing the other time (even though it failed) and the beach cleanup and stuffs... And I think Mrs Toh thinks we're bonding or something like that... But ultimately it's still up to us. If we all can clique then we will. It's already August and it's still like that so I think we should just leave it as that. The two years will zoom past us in a while anyway.
I'm feeling emo today cos I slept a while after Econs lecture today. I always feel a little weird when I take afternoon naps lol. And then I'll feel unwell. Plus, I've been listening to an emo song, Why by Secondhand Serenade. It's really nice. Click here if you wanna hear it. I love Secondhand cos of the nice vocals and the excellent lyrics ("The best thing about tonight is that we're not fighting... Could it be that we have been this way before?"). Why is really nice. But super emo:(
Yi Rong's birthday was yesterday! Shall post photos of her presents from us -
This is the bimbo hair band to celebrate her new haircut. We also bought her a normal green one to match her green jersey lol.
Pig massage stick.
Pig piggy bank - for her to start saving up cos she always runs out of money.
Ruby wished her like 15678321 times. Until today she still wished her belated birthday. So silly. We sang the birthday song like at least four times for her as well.
To end off my entry today. Shi Min said something really funny today and I told her I'd blog about it so I can remember it in future. Somehow I was the only one who found it funny (maybe cos it was during Econs tutorial and I was a little cranky). It goes like this. I saw Lutfi playing with his thumbdrive, looking silly and all, so I wanted to get SM to go see but she couldn't catch it in time cos he stopped playing then I told her about it.
Me: He was playing with his thumbdrive.
(Then somehow, I found the word "thumbdrive" really amusing so I repeated myself several times. Yeah, I was pretty cranky.)
Me: Thumbdrive. (Smile to myself) Thumbdrive. (Laughs) Thumbdrive.
Shi Min: F1. I can use my thumb drive.
Gah fine it's not funny anymore. But quite silly I think. Shi Min, not me:D Ooookay, gtg study already. Econs and Chem mock spa. I fell asleep a short while just now. Feeling cranky again (ha ha), plus feeling really lazy sigh. I need coffee to perk me up later or something.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
This photo was taken a few weeks ago by Min Hui while we were walking to Tanah Merah MRT from church. The smoke heart was pretty clear just a few seconds before it was taken cos I was a tad bit slow when taking my camera out.
National Day's over. Celebration in school was cool. Emcees were great and I think they were like the funniest thing of the entire concert. After the concert we sang songs and danced ETC. Super tiring lol. Then we ate donuts cos it was supposedly the class' birthday. It was the SAC after that and thank goodness our embarrassing XXDGG (Xiao Xian ding gua gua) video wasn't out. Too bad for XX who didn't get to see it ultimately:) After that I went to see Unnaa and Trudy train. Finally, went T3 after that.
I spent National Day at home slacking. Then I spent yesterday slacking too. Went to the examination studio to practise in the morning yesterday. Horrible! I can't get my pieces right and I didn't even have time for scales. I'm planning to fail it already, it's just how bad I'll fail that's the problem. My teacher keep telling me my sight reading is good, my this is good, my that is not bad and I will not fail. Gosh, I'm not even half convinced at all. Anyway, I rushed my EoM Draft 2 yesternight - I had to redo cos Mr Ong thinks my Draft 1's article doesn't make the cut. Oh well. At least I'm done with it now.
Now, highlight for today was the class outreach. (Eh, Wan Ning told me Nee Meng read my blog. Tsk! Never tag! If you're reading this, NM, tag okay! Don't silent visit:D) I can't believe I woke up so early 0.0. Was super tired cos I did EoM last night. Lucky dad drove me to Marine Cove. We were supposed to have breakfaste at seven initially, but Yi Rong, Wan Ning, Zi Ying and Shi Min all cannot/don't want so we had breakfast after the outreach.
Took several shots on my camera and posted them on facebook. For fb friends, can click here to see them. The six of us split into groups of two and we thought the ultimate aim was to collect one filled bag of rubbish per pair. So we rushed, enthu and all, just to fill that one bag. And after we were done, we had to do another bag like wth. Cos the aim wasn't to fill the bag (the email conveyed the wrong message zzz) - it was to pick rubbish till time's up. Anyway, we went breakfast at Mac after that then Shi Min and I went Parkway to find stuffs. Shall not reveal what stuffs till tomorrow ha ha ha!
And, PW has just begun to pile up for us, what with the CSR program and the exhibition and the pilot tests and the oil collections ETC. But it'll all be over soon! (That's if someone would just stop slacking that much...) Hmmm, I think I got some homework to do for tomorrow but I just can't figure out what. And it's like 9.40pm already. HOW?!?!?!
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
I've been really tired these few days. I go online see the screen for like a short while, then I cannot take it and have to go sleep. Initially wanted to start studying Math or Chem ytd but I ended up sleeping. Sigh.
I went on facebook just now and saw this CZPS class photo of some class a couple of years older than me. I can't believe the classmates still keep in touch and all. Ms Tay was their form teacher I think. It reminds me of my class last time then I went to check the CZPS group wall and I saw people talking about Mr Sim. And I suddenly rmbr who's this teacher. I rmbr he's this old guy who relieved for Mr Chong when he was really ill one period of time. It was all just so long ago. I kinda miss those days.
These few days have been really horrible cos school's been really boring. I haven't been catching up with work cos of all the tiredness and I feel really horrible about it. I can't wait for the weekends so I can take a break and sleep in late. But sigh, I've got something on on Sunday morning!:( Pilot test:(:( And even though Monday's a holiday, I can't exactly sleep in cos I gotta reach Pasir Ris MRT at like seven thirty or smthg. Hopefully we end up going ECP cos ECP got healthier water ha ha. And the scenery is nicer and it's really so much better than PRB.
Need to study now. Gross shit. I still need to dig up Math tutorials and Chem Reaction Kinetics later. I'm going through Gas Laws now. And I don't exactly know what I'm supposed to know. Oh right, I also need my Math formula booklet tmr. I think I misplaced it somewhr..
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Reading other people's blogs make you see things differently. It kinda shows me how other people view things and what we all see as impt may not be true to others. Hmmm...
Yesterday was my sister's birthday and we sorta had a lunch celebration thing at delifrance. After which, we were supposed to go home cos I had a WR to rush. But due to my constant whines, my mum allowed us to shop! Anyw, I got like a couple of new clothes ytd plus a pair of jeans. I need new shoes ha ha.
Next Monday was supposed to be a holiday. But I've got this stupid outreach thing. Which is like major early! The class proposed to pick up rubbish at the beach. Gosh, I did this in primary school! I can't believe I'm doing it again ON A HOLIDAY EARLY IN THE MORNING. We're supposed to wear the class tee/school PE tee or smthg. Gross.
Not that I dislike the class or anything (I'm not saying I don't exactly dislike the class either okay), but I'm quite stumped by the proposal.
- Firstly, I don't understand why this has to be on a holiday. Never mind about that, I'm just sore about it cos I thought I could find back a social life on that day.
- And, what's it about bonding the class when it's just a rubbish collection. This class won't seem to bond anyhow I see it anyw.
- Okay, why is it Pasir Ris Beach?! Gosh a holiday and I have to wake up early to rush to Pasir Ris MRT at seven thirty. Gross. Why not ECP or something? (One thing is that it's near my house but another thing is that it's like ECP! It makes more sense to have bonding session at ECP than PRB. Seriously.)
- Two person required to collect a minimum of one full rubbish bag? Come on! Singaporeans may litter, may be inconsiderate, may have picnics at beaches. But they won't litter that much and picnic rubbish will probably be more at ECP than PRB. I find it impossible for two person to fill up a thrash bag (unless it's the small thrash bag) because seriously, even a group of people won't produce that much rubbish from a BBQ.
- Class tee/PE tee?! Come on, I don't even have to explain this.
- Last point that I find really gross - Why is it that we're not allowed to wear slippers? It's 1) a holiday, 2) at the beach and 3) not really school related (it's a form of class outing right?). Don't tell me we have to wear school skirt and pick rubbish AT A BEACH?? Senseless.
Okay I'm done ranting about the outreach thing. I'm not exactly pissed or anythg. I just think we could probably have come up with something else to do for an outreach or just find another day. Fine, it could be difficult, so I guess we're stuck with this. I'm not like angry at Mrs Toh, the class reps or anyone for that matter, I'm just sore about losing the holiday and having to wake up early and face the class. As Shi Min said, Monday was supposed to be a long awaited holiday after forever and we have to have this class thg. Sigh I still miss 26/08 btw. Well, at least there are still the five other girls:)
I'm still contemplating whether to go Sentosa this Friday or not. I'm still upset but I'll probably not blog much details here. It's too personal.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
I'm feeling happy cos Wan Ning, Xuan Han and I just finished our Written Report draft 1:D And mind you, we have like 48 pages (without our survey and pilot test evaluation) so woots to us!!
But I'm also feeling sad cos I haven't done any other homework except that:(
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Rules of Engagement:
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
2. Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
3. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'd cry, real bad.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Have unlimited dreams that can all come true!:D
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yeah, since forever. But now, it's even more so...
5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Ideally, I'd love to have an ideal lover but this is reality so I'll stop daydreaming.
6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
I'm not sure. I think both must come together.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as it takes me. Till I'm tired? Or till I get over it?
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Get over it. Or just carry on liking that person secretly until I'm tired and I give up.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah, loads.
10. Is being tagged fun?
Ha ha sometimes when I'm bored and got nothing to do, yes.
11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
I'll be 26, going on 27. I may be married, I hope I'll be happy, leading a good life and holding a stable job.
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
People whom I am important to.
13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Humorous dude. One who may seem quiet and dao (hahaha) but in reality is not. Nice person to talk to (I think). I think Austin will make a nice older brother, Idk why though lol.
14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Married but poor.
15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Wake up and wish it was still nighttime
16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
Yup, definitely.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Nah you cannot fall in love with two people at the same time. If you do, you'd not be thinking of picking already.
18. What type of friends do you like?
There's no "type" of friends that I like cos I think I'd like people to like me whatever "type" I am so I'll do the same to other people and they'll be my friends, "type" or no "type".
19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Then they'd not be my friends.
Tagged:
(Hardly anyone reads this so I'll just randomly pick the recent taggers and Trudy and Wee Peng lol)
Ruby! Sheng Hui! Huijuan! Shay Ting! Chelsea! Yan Han! Trudy! Wee Peng!
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
I'm excused from PE for two weeks! (But I still did NAPFA ytd anyw so I'm suffering the aftereffects now) I think I'll rest for a couple more days then start training next week.
Didn't go training tdy. Even if I had went, I'd be watching them from the Sports Com lol. My back ached like crazy this morning and it aches now. Anyw, helped Unnaa with her ICS competition with Trudy and Wee Peng.
I think the college is stingy cos we had to take our own transport to Pioneer Junior College (go Bedok MRT take train to Jurong East MRT then change to the red line and take to Choa Chu Kang MRT, and finally, take bus 190 to some ulu place and walk to PJC). Gosh, and the materials needed for their Rangoli (?) thing was like all self-supplied or smthg. And there wasn't even supporters for them! Only us three. Other schls looked like they had more ppl.
PJC has this really cool cafe. They sell nice food, nice drinks and the ppl are nice too! It's called the Good News Cafe and the stuffs are really affordable! I think they shld come TJ and open a branch or smthg. That'll be super cooooool:D
Oh, tdy I finally know what does it exactly mean to "sit until your bus rot". The three of us thought we can chat and all on the bus back to Bedok area and we took bus 67 from CCK interchange. Cos apparently it's an express SMRT bus so we thought it'd pass an expressway, bringing us back to the east side. But nooooooo! We sat on the bus from like 6.30pm (when the sky was still bright) till past 7.45pm (when the sky was like pretty dark alr gosh!). We passed by Newton, Dover, Bukit Timah, Kallang Bahru, Gilstead Rd, EVERYWHERE. It was horrible. Plus, the bus was like packed with males! Fat ones, skinny ones, tall ones, short ones, young ones, old ones, all kinds of them. Gross. We were like sitting down and chatting the whole time, with this man sitting beside Trudy. I think he was probably listening to our conservations, amusing himself lol. Finally we alighted at Kallang and called off our dinner plans lol.
Imagine if we had carried on staying on the bus till Bedok, we'd probably reach Bedok at like 8.30pm??! Gross. And the SMRT buses got like stone seats or smthg zzz.
I'm tired! Tired tired tired! Didn't hand up WR tdy, even tho it's the deadline. Nice Mr Ong allowed us to extend deadline till Monday. For Ruby's group also. Thank goodness! We haven't even started on ours! Need to start adding things and all alr. I also haven't done tons of homework and I can't catch up with Chem and Physics! I feel so zzz. Plus my prac exam!!!!! I still gotta wake up early tmr sigh:( Sunday's gonna be busy busy busy busy bumble beeeeeeeee!
Blessed beeeeeeeee!
I'll make everything alright
Oops, I'm past midnight again, but nvm since I wished her last midnight alr lol.
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RUBY PHONG!:D:D Kbox tgt one day alright?:)
NAPFA was today. Was about to blog about it alr but there's this big bug fly thing that dropped from Idk where and it's currently behind this computer underneath the table and I'm super freaked out so I'm shutting the com ASAP. Plus, I'm standing up and typing this cos I'm really freaked out.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
