listen to the music of the moment ♥
I impulsively bought a black cardigan today. It's not too expensive (thank goodness) and it came with this tying thing which acts as a scarf so it's not exactly a waste of money.
Tomorrow is a public holiday. And it happens to be Children's Day too lol. And YAY I GOT PW MEETING WITH THE GROUP. Gosh, don't you just love this whole project work thing?
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Today marks the end of the horrible P. After the paper, some of the Lego people gathered to make our way to Ms Yanti's. It was a horribly long ride (like one hour zzz). We thought we'd be going there to make the cornflakes but we ended up going there to collect the already made cornflakes to bring back to sell, along with other stuffs. Sigh, what a waste of traveling time:( After which, nine of us (Jun Han, Danielle, Chai Yong, Samuel, Bing Hao, Adeline, Leonard, Sau Yee and me) went Compasspoint for dinner. What an expensive dinner it was -.-
We ate at Delifrance lol. There was this free flow of bread thing so Samuel kept asking for more and we were utterly embarrassed cos the manager called us hungry bears and I think it was really LOL. We were like broke and it was really shocking to see the expensive menu lol. I think we were all really silly.
After that we went home. Luckily my dad came to fetch me so I can reach home in time to watch TV:D. He also sent Chai Yong and Sau Yee home. And after my parents found out he's Thai and she's from HK, my dad kept trying to speak in Canto and it was really funny. Leonard's dad also had to drive the others back. (COS SENGKANG IS SUCH AN ULU PLACE ZZZ.)
Haha, it's always funny hanging out with the Lego people. Cos we're all really funny cos we all say funny things, do funny things, and behave funnily HAHA.
Sigh, it may be the end of the exams, but it marks the beginning of the hectic PW schedules after schedules before the grand OP and for me, it also marks the beginning of the whole piano thing all over again. Plus, there's also OCIP! The trip's from mid-November to end-November. I can't wait, but at the same time, I don't want it to come so quickly.
On a brighter note, now that the exams are over, Min Hui and I can go on our museum trips hee:D And I can start saving up and finding a job (if I can actually find time for it that is) and start shopping!:D And there's also church camp, which I hope I'd be allowed to go for. And then there's Kbox with the clique too! Yay! All these totally outweighs the downside of having PW (I hope lol).
Ah, now I remember, I've got 80+SGD worth of chocolate coated cornflakes to sell - probably about 20+ containers (each costs 4SGD). Mum bought 10 from me. I had to absorb 1 container cos the stuffs spilled out. Cornflakes for our fund-raising, anyone?
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Dear Trudy,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes in your apartment and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of our friendship.
Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
Kah Hui
Haha what a silly game. But I'm bored enough to do it. Not sure whether Trudy will see this but haha anyway. It's so silly you know what color your friend's underwear is and what he/she likes to drink etc.
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Here's what you do:
Dear (friend), I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.
___12___,
-Your Name
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'm joining the convent
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyed - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F – My virginity
G/H – Your neighbour Martin
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Eat cake and die
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Haha, suddenly decided to blog about some stuffs, so I did a friends-only on Lj. Physics paper on Monday. Hope I won't screw this paper up like I did for the rest. Study study study tomorrow! (Study out, maybe?) I sorta did Physics ages ago already, it's the first thing I revised for and Ruby told me that I will reap what I sow cos I kept complaining about my stupid time management and how I have no time for the first papers and I've like done Physics already. I sure hope she's right...
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
For those going through...
In any corner of the world,
In any society or family,
Man, boy, woman, girl
For those going through...
Something that seems hard to bear,
Some problem that you think is impossible to solve,
Some feelings of such great despair and depression
For everyone everywhere because at different points in our lives, we all go through
Think of the 'last' worst thing that has happened to you; the worst thing that has ever happened in your life.
Now come to the realization that you actually did make it through that; that you really did survive it all.
Now start rejoicing (even if you don’t feel like it) on the fact that you will overcome this also.
Be encouraged because this too shall pass!
It always does.
That was today's Mountainwings issue. How apt. How fast time flies, it's the end of the week again and what a grueling week it has been. I've been sleeping really little since the day before Econs paper. Ended up forsaking my sleep for Econs for nothing cos I spent the whole night trying to memorize Market Structure and understand Inflation and didn't do them. Then there was Chem, which was a total disaster. I spent the whole night again, reading through and trying to memorize stuffs, but kinda like conked out during the paper. I was studying the whole morning and until even before the paper itself. Gosh, Chem was a total flop. Then yesterday Math I was trying to read through my notes because it's been ages since I last practised questions but cos there weren't time already so I had no choice but just to read through. Fell in and out of sleep non-stop and ended up sleeping at 5am. Horrible. In the end the whole night of integration and whatnots came out to be really useless cos I couldn't do almost all the integration questions in the paper (which amounts to like almost half the paper). What's most sickening was that I only realized after the paper that Min Hui asked me the exact cot²x question before, when we were revising during the term break! Can't stand it gosh. And we found the solution grrrrrr. I've never felt so, so, so helpless in Math before sigh. But oh well, I haven't been as enthusiastic in Math, doing tutorials regularly for every chapter so can't blame anyone lol.
Enough ranting on the exams. I can't wait for this whole thing to be over. Hopefully I won't have anything to rant about for Physics. Sigh. Luckily I don't have like two papers on a single day because otherwise I'd probably be like some superdupersleep-deprived zombie.
Today right after the paper, a few of the AHS people gathered at the canteen to discussed and stuffs. Actually, it was more of a few clusters of AHS people lol. Then somehow, all of us decided to go lunch together. Sigh, how I miss secondary school. There were Vanessa, Jie Si, Shi Min, Jie Min, Adeline, Leonard, Jun Han, Bing Hao, Jun Rong, Yi Rong and me. Ugh, all this is making me miss the old days even more! Haha, we were chatting about everything under the sun from Mr Chen and his queer habits and teaching methods to sec 3 bonding camp to even sec 1 orientation days. I find it really amazing that all of us, with nothing all in common with one another except that we're from AHS-TJ. So it's really cool how all of us can just impromptu go out for lunch together and chat and hang out lol. We weren't all from the same class, same CCA or anything. It's only some of us having some things in common with a some others and all. I think after four years of being in the same school, we kinda have this bond or something lol.
Saturday tomorrow I think I'm playing for service tomorrow. And finally for the first time in ages, I can sleep peacefully knowing I don't have a killer paper the next day. (I've finished doing notes for Physics just have to revise and practise and cross my fingers and hope for a pass.)
Shopping online is addictive.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Staying up to study Econs till 2.30am last night was a total waste of my time because in the end I didn't do the inflation question, nor did I do the market structure question, which was what I spent my time on yesterday. Sigh. And as for the bulk of today's paper, market failure, I totally left it till this morning to read through. Sections ABC all had some, if not all of market failure involved in it! I'm so failing Econs, again.
Chem tomorrow but I don't know why I have been slacking since I reached home. (When I haven't exactly done a lot of Math)
MUGMUGMUGMUG!IT'SGONNABEOVERSOOOOOON!!
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
With every breath I take, I'll give thanks to God above.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
词：周杰伦
曲：周杰伦
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要这麼容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
Thanks to Victor's recommendation, here's Jay's new song. I can't wait for the other songs:D Really meaningful lyrics. Great job, Jay, great job:D
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Miss Ooi's SMS:
4 ur result, the remarks made by the examiner were u needed 2 brush up on ur 3 pcs n aural test 2 pass. U did pretty well in ur scales n sight reading.
Sigh, why couldn't my scales and sight reading get me a pass?
New favorite song (which is always changing): S.H.E's 安静了.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Chats with Victor always make me think a lot.
victor: have u mugged yet?
me: not really.its quite on off
victor: yea coming from a true anglican high student.dun mug unless its a national exam
I really miss secondary school days a lot. Or maybe, I just wanna get out of this JC phase.
Lots of thoughts recently and stuffs happening around me but no time to blog. Don't really feel like cos I always take like an hour to finish blogging (cos I always get distracted halfway lol). And I haven't been studying a lot so I can't spend extra time on such things now. Had cell today. I kinda wasted my entire day by waking up at 11am and reaching church at 1 to start revision. And I didn't even get much done in the end.
It's funny how the exams will end in nine days.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
This is a really, really sad song.
I'm staring at the glass in front of me
Is it half empty of our wins or I've ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that and you will see
I'll do better, I know, baby, I can do better
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight
Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do
But I'll do better, I know, baby, I can do better
And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
It's putting up the fight
And I've got this feeling
that everything's alright
And don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone...
(Stay) If you leave me tonight
(Close) I'll wake up alone
(Don't) Don't tell me I will
(Go) Make it on my own
(Stay) Don't leave me tonight
(Close) This heart of stone
(Don't) Will sing till it dies
(Go) If you leave me tonight
Don't leave me tonight
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
It's a vicious cycle, when you skip school for a day, you'd wanna skip the following day as well.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
看著右手 被撕裂的傷口
愛好像曾經停留
而我左手 按下號碼之後
那首歌屬於我的歌不再播送
默寫你的愛過
坦承自己脆弱
對白怎麼說表情才不難過
我想要說 我想要說
如果沒有了 你我該如何往下走
那一秒鐘 有沒有發現我倔強裡的問候
整夜的風 冷得我手顫抖
你在溫暖的那頭
熟悉路口 再一次的路過
等在那角落的人已不是我
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Today, I went Eighteen Chefs with Zi Ying and Shi Min after school. Great food, great company, great chat as well lol.
Recently I've been really into TV drama serials but problem is I gotta really study cos I didn't study yesterday already. And Ruby's telling me that organic chem is a killer. Sigh, shall start organic later. Poverty essay can wait again.
On my way home today (on bus 70), I peered out of the window when the bus stopped before the red light and saw this taxi driver picking up a harmonica and playing it just when the taxi came to a halt. He started playing (or so it seems) and then when the light turned green, he put away the harmonica and drove on. I think bus rides are fun cos I get to observe people. (Although sometimes many a time I just doze off and overshoot my stop lol.)
The Noose later ha ha ha!
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Study! It's like two weeks to the final examination of the year and I'm totally unprepared lol.
School ended at 1.20pm today and the after school remedial was canceled so technically I should have been studying at home and all. But noooooo. Gah. I think I'm pretty slow in terms of revising for the exams. I shall start on Organic Chem tonight. (Poverty essay can wait again lol.)
Talk about essay. I'm glad I've completed my AQ (finally) and the 2007 promo essay. So now I'm left with the poverty essay, of which the introduction is already completed. And the deadline is before the study break (it's actually a day). And GASP(!!!), next Friday is the study break already, which means I've got two weeks (or less) to get my revisions done.
I will do Physics tutorial, Math tutorial and start on organic chem later tonight. And if I do manage to complete all these, I'll do the Physics TYS (cos Mrs Toh is going through tomorrow). But chances are I'll probably be stuck at Math or something.
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Daddy brought mooncakes back! From this chinese restaurant in Meritus Mandarin. Nice, but I just can't stand the yolk lol.
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Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
I've been using Google Chrome since yesterday and I really have to admit it's quite good. Thanks to MISTER Aulia who asked me to download it. Internet Explorer is still the lousiest after all lol.
Sigh, I feel like I've wasted the week long break. But as Aulia told me yesterday, "take it easy". So I shall just study and revise as per normal. Provided I don't always get distracted grrr. I hate distractions. Tomorrow I'll be playing for service, probably a song or two. Gross, I didn't think it'd come so soon, but then again, time flies, ha. Just like how my piano practical examination is finally over and that the end of year examinations are coming.
Oh, I seriously think it the examinations shouldn't be called the promotional examinations because by calling it so, it puts undue pressure onto students that by failing the examinations, they cannot promote. This kinda applies to me as well. I mean, even though it's true, by explicitly saying it out makes it scarier.
And now for a proper update (cos my previous one wasn't much of an update, it was more of a reality check after all the Physics). I've been having weird dreams. I don't remember details though. The night before was about superman, the sea, a baby, a book author (yes, like a writer) - all jumbled into a storyline, which I swear I still remembered yesterday morning but I can't now. Just last night was even weirder. I still had it etched in my mind this morning, trying to re-enact the whole dream after I woke up (actually I was just trying to snooze a while more on the bed), but I can't seem to recall anything now. I like replaying my dreams cos sometimes they amuse me.
Tuesday and Wednesday I went church to study with Min Hui. Monday I can't remember but I think I rotted at home. Yesterday was a waste of time. I really wanted to attend the Econs make-up which starts at 10am, but unfortunately, I woke up at 10am (when Wan Ning called me to ask where was I). In the end I think I only managed to study a chapter of Physics. Today wasn't any better cos I woke up at 11 plus. I've been waking up later and later since Monday. Tomorrow is Saturday (SO FAST WTH) and how I hate the fact that weekends seem to fly by so fast.
Oh, by the way, my shoulder is finally peeling. What is weird is that only my right shoulder is peeling and it's been almost a week since the sunburn. And my face has long finished shedding itself. I hope the left shoulder won't peel. Irritating sunburn. How to get a tan like that?
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
這座城市一般 讓你在夢中不停地衰老
人像落葉一般 冬天的空中冰冷的容貌
城市面目猙獰 駕著光速奔跑
我們是沉默機器 對照著時間表
我們就像溫室的花朵
麻木的心 刷白的瞳孔
彩色的臉 混亂的慾望顫抖
現在是謠言侵略事實的時代
必須偷看哪個誰是不是在偷看
這座城市一般 享受著奢侈卻莫名失落
人像稀釋一般 在鬧區列車上逐漸沉默
我們囚禁在格林威治的規則裡
在數位的銀色浪花中喘不過氣
現在是現在侵略過去的時代
必須悲哀快樂所帶來的更悲哀
這座城市裡面 試著讓自己沒有那麼糟
人像落葉迎面 在一座孤獨島中間
我微笑
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
I've been waking up later and later each day, since Monday.
I've missed both Econs make-up lessons.
I've only studied part of Physics thus far.
I waste 9.95S$ yesterday cos I called Macdonald's for lunch (at 3pm mind you) when Mac is just 5 minutes away from home.
I haven't handed up 2 GP essays and 1 AQ question.
I cannot cook and my sister officially can.
It's already Thursday and the term break is gonna end soon.
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Proof that the examinations are killing me: I have lost track of time, it's actually already FRIDAY. Damn I haven't even accomplished anything:(
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GASP! I NEED TO DO SOMETHING. I NEED TO GO OUT AND STUDY COS IT'S DISTRACTING AT HOME WHEN THERE'S THE COMPUTER AND THE PIANO. (I've only managed to actually do loads of Physics cos I went church to study with Min Hui, away from the distractions.)
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
Attempting to study at home never works for me.
Blessed be.
I'll make everything alright
